Archive for September, 2011

Mr Broccoli says…

Posted in Uncategorized on September 30, 2011 by eleenpor

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Remember to take your vege!
😀

Growing

Posted in Uncategorized on September 29, 2011 by eleenpor

I listened.
I processed.
I listened again.

I shook myself mentally.

“This can’t be happening. I refuse to allow this to affect me. No, I will not be upset. Yes, I must remain strong.”

Even as I chanted those words repeatedly to myself, a tiny tear rolled down my cheek. Surprised and annoyed, I furiously wiped it off before anyone noticed.

“Pull yourself together. You’ve been through worse than this and came out stronger. This is just another one of those growing-stronger opportunities.”

I will fight this till the end. Sure it may bruise me. Sure it may even scar me. Heck, it may even kill me. But damn, I’m fighting this till the end.

Just watch me do it.

Playing games

Posted in Uncategorized on September 27, 2011 by eleenpor

I swear.

There are many things in Life I can lay claim to doing good. Maybe great in some. (Yup, tonight’s not a night for modesty)

However.

There is one thing though, that I suck at. Really, really suck at. From 1 to 10, maybe -1000000.

Not because I tried but just couldn’t excel at it. But plainly because I do not believe in it. My logic is simple, really. Why bother trying to be good at something I don’t believe in.

Right?

So, if you are looking for someone to play games with, look elsewhere. I am not and will never be good at playing games.

“But why? Isn’t it an essential survival tool in today’s twisted world?” someone asked.

My answer :
Maybe it’s essential to some but definitely not to me. What’s essential is that I am true to myself and those who matter. What’s essential is that I fight for what I believe in. What’s essential is that I do what feels right to me. And most of all, what’s essential is that I appreciate Love and Life.

So no, I don’t appreciate games. Nor do I think it’s funny to watch others being played.

I repeat. Look elsewhere. I’ve really got nothing for you.

I swear.

The Boss

Posted in Uncategorized on September 24, 2011 by eleenpor

Cute in a dorky way? 😉

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