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This is it

Posted in Uncategorized on October 7, 2011 by eleenpor

Ok, enough thinking. More doing.
So finally, I am turning thoughts into actions.

This space will not be updated much anymore as I move to another space. Ping me over you-know-where to get the site link.

Thanks for swinging by and stay true to what matters!
😀

Mr Broccoli says…

Posted in Uncategorized on September 30, 2011 by eleenpor

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Remember to take your vege!
😀

Growing

Posted in Uncategorized on September 29, 2011 by eleenpor

I listened.
I processed.
I listened again.

I shook myself mentally.

“This can’t be happening. I refuse to allow this to affect me. No, I will not be upset. Yes, I must remain strong.”

Even as I chanted those words repeatedly to myself, a tiny tear rolled down my cheek. Surprised and annoyed, I furiously wiped it off before anyone noticed.

“Pull yourself together. You’ve been through worse than this and came out stronger. This is just another one of those growing-stronger opportunities.”

I will fight this till the end. Sure it may bruise me. Sure it may even scar me. Heck, it may even kill me. But damn, I’m fighting this till the end.

Just watch me do it.

Playing games

Posted in Uncategorized on September 27, 2011 by eleenpor

I swear.

There are many things in Life I can lay claim to doing good. Maybe great in some. (Yup, tonight’s not a night for modesty)

However.

There is one thing though, that I suck at. Really, really suck at. From 1 to 10, maybe -1000000.

Not because I tried but just couldn’t excel at it. But plainly because I do not believe in it. My logic is simple, really. Why bother trying to be good at something I don’t believe in.

Right?

So, if you are looking for someone to play games with, look elsewhere. I am not and will never be good at playing games.

“But why? Isn’t it an essential survival tool in today’s twisted world?” someone asked.

My answer :
Maybe it’s essential to some but definitely not to me. What’s essential is that I am true to myself and those who matter. What’s essential is that I fight for what I believe in. What’s essential is that I do what feels right to me. And most of all, what’s essential is that I appreciate Love and Life.

So no, I don’t appreciate games. Nor do I think it’s funny to watch others being played.

I repeat. Look elsewhere. I’ve really got nothing for you.

I swear.

The Boss

Posted in Uncategorized on September 24, 2011 by eleenpor

Cute in a dorky way? 😉

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Loving Us

Posted in Uncategorized on July 31, 2011 by eleenpor

Strangely, it seemed harder this time.

Silent tears flowed involuntarily. I tried to wipe them away but the way he kept dropping butterfly kisses on my hand as he held on tight didn’t help at all!

No words were exchanged but they were not needed either. We knew what the other was thinking and feeling.

“Arro..”

He peeked thru my hankie as I tried to furiously wipe the tears away. I looked at him and caught a wink. A small giggle escaped me.

I knew then that it will be alright. As long as we believe in us and continue to drive towards our dream, it will really be alright.

:’)

– Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Huff huff puff puff

Posted in Uncategorized on July 25, 2011 by eleenpor

This morning, I woke up fully charged to tackle the week ahead.
This morning, I was mentally checking off the tasks to be completed.
This morning, I knew what was in store for the next 96 hours.

Then, the ball was dropped.

All plans scratched.
All tasks rescheduled.
All tumbled into one gigantic ball.

So until I am in your arms again, it will be full speed ahead!